I miss..

cooking for a bunch of people... weird never thot I would.. but I do...
slapping people's hands when they pick on my food...
having bbq's and watching the boys playing soccer or other weird games they had invented
seeing his face when he's happy... totally made my day..
having someone to hang out with in the evenings....
having friends to laugh with and memories to share...
sneaking out of the house and going for long walk
having someone there when your depressed and need cheering up
looking forward to waking up and gettin a hug from someone
cooking and listening to andrea bocelli
having activity nights
movie nights with everyone and just having a good time..
appreciaion time...
coming home from a trip and being greeted by people that are genuinly happy to see you again
having him hug me...
knowing I wasn't alone in the world...
having the best friends in the world care about you
havin that person there to talk to when you are havin a horrible time... and they always go out of their way to help you...
late free nights where they'd come in when u were crying and totally make u forget and have a good time...
sleeping with you so u don't feel alone...
real friends!!!!!!!

I miss you guys!!!!!

Happy Halloweeenyyy!!!

for those who don't have my facebook account.. here's the pics of my halloween costume... first I was a killer/vampire bee... and then a bumble bee.. wasn't in the mood to dress as a good little bee both nights... so yeaa.. here we are...

I did both of our make up..... pretty happy with the way it turned out

my friend asked me to do his make up.. the devil.. with the red face.. pretty happy with how it turned out!! Was the best devil face!!

a few from Cali

sooo this is the outcome... well.. just a couple... of what happens when me and mia hang out.. yep yepp... fun fun!!!!

misss youuu!!

I miss my hunnies.. so damn much.. no words really to express it.. and I doubt I've ever missed anyone as much as I've missed them... my wonderful perfilio family!!

I'm so happy I got to spend some time with Mia, Arthur and Benji... was awsum.. had a blast... and now I miss them more than ever... It's crazyy... and I hate houston!!! I loved cali... was so beautiful.. and damn it.. I wanna go back.. so i might... hopefully so I can meet the rest of the family.. which would be so freakin cool.. I miss brian and martin... sam, jesse, ayumi, sayuri, shinji and hiroshi.... and of course my little oinky! I wanna see them.. oh yeaa and mom... i wanna see themm... sob!!! I'm so gonna try and see them for the family reuinon.. if not I'll be freakin pissed off!!!! anyhow.. pics are comin soon! :D

more pics!

Me and friends... good good times!

arrggg!!

I have not been the luckiest of people... recently it's been a very unlucky time for me. I don't know why... still trying to maintain some positiveness and trying to look on the good side of it all.. definitely not easy...
In a week I've had my computer stolen... and then just the other day my purse was stolen. And yeaa I could last a life time on what was in my purse... had everything I used on a day to day basis... my cam, SS card (yes I'm stupid) cred cards. Ipod.. basically every damn thing... arggg!!! So right now.. it sucks to be me.. how joyful!
Definitely not a good month for me... argg!

For a little BIG lady!!!

There's this little lady that I miss so much...
She's funny and sweet.... and her smile lights up a room....
She's adorable and cute.... it always makes me happy when I see her...
Her wonderful company I readily enjoy.... for she hardly complains and is always encouraging
People tend to think she's goth... but she really isn't.. she's just somewhat odd and does things quite different....
She loves and lives, smiles and gives... She's short and small and quiet and calm...
I'm talking about the nicest girl I haven't seen for so long....
There's definitely no one in the whole world quite like this one....
I so miss her smile... her hugs and I love you's...
She's always ready to be the friend that's needed....
And this isn't a rhyme, ditty or poem...
Just a post about how much I love this special woman...
The fun we've always had, the memories we've shared.. the photos we've took... the laugh and tears and cigarettes we've smoked... I love you my beautiful....
You're the craziest, smallest yet biggest lady I've ever met
I love you like crazy and miss seeing you every day...
Always ready to greet me no matter what your mood was that day...
Weather happy or sad... joyous or angry... laughing or moody you always made my day....
I love you my beautiful Mwia there's no one at all quite like you! Smoochiess!